I went to clear haven recovery in Waltham mass. I did remote addiction treatment. Intensive out patient. It’s a great program and will always recommend their services to anyone! I am now 13 months into recovery and don’t think to much about drinking anymore. Sometimes I will randomly at a stop light. “Just stop at the gas station and get a tall boy, no one will know.” Is what I hear in my head. I fight the urge everyday. I’m also a little better, everyday.